Ngisuka emakhaya ngilibangise edolobheni. EThekwini lapho ngithole khona umsebenzi wasekhishini. Inhliziyo ithi ayaphume ngomlomo injabulo ngaphandle ke kobuhlungwana bokuthi ngishiye umthondo emuva wesoka lami. Ayi mangifika kulomuzi ngizosebenza khona kukhona umama wakhona nokho usemncane ngoba ubukeka elako35 mina ngina25. Ayi sibingelelane kube kuhle layikhaya akunangane ngizocleaner ngipheke ngiwashe ngoba abanikazi bamatasa abakwazi ukunakekela umuzi wabo. Zihambe insuku isikhathi esiningi ngiba ngedwa, ubaba wakhona ke ovamise ukuba khona. Nomzwangedwa nokuqhanyelwa kuyangibulala. Namuhla kuyabanda nezulu liyakhemezela ngilele ngivele kancane engubeni sengiqede nkonke okosuku ngizidlalisa umsunu phansi kwengubo kuze kufike lapho sengifudumala khona ngiyilahlele le ingubo ngikhumule ayi lapho ngizikope ngifende angisaqhanyelw ngiyafa kuthi kusenjalo ngizwe ngezandla zingichinta ngithuke ngigelekeqeke ngoba ngithi ngingedwa awu usisi Ntombi umama walayikhaya, unqunu "ngiyaxolisa bandla sisi bengi........ "shhhhhhhhhh nami ave sengiqhanyelwe Gugu ngicela sisizane phela ubaba walayikhaya ugijumisa imali inquza uyayiyeka nje" asho angiginqe phezu kombhede angiqabule kubuye ngamandla ukuqhanyelwa ayi lapho ngizwe izandla zakhe zingibotoze umzimba wonke ngizizwe ukuthi sengifisa ukubhejwa ngempela ngithathe isandla sami ngimdlalisa uqhotho ancwininize kakhulu angimunye mawala umlomo asuke abhushuzele aqonde kwlinye idrawer elilapha endlini elinamaphepha ake omsebenzi akathi angingalithinti akhiphe uholokoqo lomthondo wokuthengwa wdildoe aze nawe afike anginike alale abheke phezulu aaui nami ngizibonele ukuthi ufuna ngiwufake enquza yakhe ayi ngiwugudlise kuzo zonke izindonga zegolo answininize akhale achame athi uyi ukudonsa umoya asukume lapho angiginqe p phezu kombhede angifake ulimi enquza ngikhale ngibenuze sengizwa ukuthi ngiyachama avele angiyeke afaka umthondo wokuthengwa ngihayize ke lapho ubumnandi