Sesiqede 3 months sithandana no Bonge,inkinga yakhe akakwazi ukuqabula and that" s a huge turn off kimina.Nami besengithandana naye yedwa ngoba ngizama ukuziqoqa,kona siyabhebhana naye kodwa ayikho leya chemistry ebakhona uma kuzwana amagazi nomuntu.Yena uyintokazi ebukekayo futhi emi kahle eyi darkie elihle elingashodi ndawo,abuye ke azifake isichitho ngokuba luhlaza nokunginyusela izwi phambi kwabantu,ngasengimanqika impela ngaye.Kuthe ngenye imini ngisendleleni ngiyombona ngizithele kwi accident yezimoto ezimbili,enye yayihamba abelungu enye ihamba intokazi engangicabanga ukuthi yi coloured kodwa ngithe sengimukhulumisa njengoba kuyimi owafika kuqala kwi scene,waphendula ngesizulu,muhle uqedile umuntu wakhona,nesitho kunyathelwa ngabantwana akanabala umhlophe lokhu okungaciki,nami ngizwa nginokuzenyeza engathi angimfanele umuntu onjena.Lapho ke nemoto yakhe ipleti layo lalimkhomba e Bay,zona izimoto zazilimele zombili zingeke zisazihambela ngokwazo,ngafonela ER24 bafika ngokushesha,lapho mina ngilibele ngihlezi nalosisi esengithole ukuthi ungu Neli,ngimunikeza ithemba ukuthi uzoba ryt,ngathatha ama belongings wakhe kwayimina futhi onikeza tow truck imvume yokuthwala imoto yakhe,ngalandela ukuya esibhedlela e Margate Hospital,ngafuna nama relatives wakhe efonini yakhe ngawafonela,ngawazisa ngosekwenzekile,ngibe ngibaduduza,ngahlalaesibhedlela kwaze kwaphela ama visiting hours,ngabe sengikhulumisa u Neli nabakubo,ngoba kwakungekho kubi kakhulu,ngababikela ukuthi bangafika ngakusasa ukuzombona,wayzokhonka umlenze okuyiwona owawuphukile.No Bonge wayesefona into engapheli kodwa ngoba wayesekhulume ukudelela efonini ngancamela ukubuyela emuva endlini yami ngingabe ngisalibhada kuye.Ngifonele uNeli before ngilale ngoba wayekwazi ukuphendula ifoni,inhliziyo yami isikuye futhi lendima esengiyidlalile isingibeke esicongweni kuyena.Ngakusasa ngahlangabeza umndeni kaNeli ngoba abayazi lendawo yase South Coast sanikela khona esibhedlela,nokuyilapho ke engithole khona ukuthi bekuwusuku lwakhe lokuqala ezosebenza ngapha e South coast,bajabulelana kwanjeyana,wa discharge-wa nasesibhedlela,saphuma sonke sesilandelana saya endlini yakhe emaflethini amahle ase st michaels,lapho uNeli uhamba ngama cratches,ngabashiya ke bewumndeni,lapho umama wakhe usengibonge angazi kangakhi,ngahamba ke ngethembise ukubuya late ku Neli ngoba babezohamba abazali bakhe.Mengibuya late sebehambile,ngafika ngayothengela uNeli ama take aways ukuze engeke agqilazeke ngomsebenzi omningi since ekulesisimo akuso,wabe esecela ngimhlalise,sabe sesithola ithuba lokwazana kangcono,lapho sengimbona kahle,u fit losisi ngathi uyajima,ufake isiketi esimbambayo esibambe shape yomzimba usulekile isikhumba sithambe usibukile nje.Abesethi into emlethe lana e south coast ukuthi usanda ku dirvocer manje ebefuna ukushaywa wumoya ngoba izinto azibanga zinhle emshadweni,indoda ibisifuna ukuthatha umfazi wesibili ngoba ithi akazali bemkhipha inyumbazana nasemzini,wasefuna transfer emsebenzini wahamba,uwu Brig emaphoyiseni,nami ngazazisa lapho sengihlezi eduzane kwakhe ngiyadabuka ngize ngimbambe isandla,ngisondeze ubuso...manqa sibulana..habe!!! Yimi lo oqabuza lana,angingabe ngisaliyeka lelithuba,ngisondelefuthi ngibesengibamba izindebe zakhe ngezami ngendlela engangifundisa ngayo u Bonge u kiss ahluleke still...hhayi kwabe ngifike ekhaya la,sanamathalana ngo kiss,kwashintshana ulwimi olwangapha lungena ngapha kwaphefumulelwa phezulu,sabambana ngqi,sadumelana impela ngize ngiwushaye nasemqaleni,ngibone ubu weak buka Neli esengiphuthaza ebhulukweni kanti nami kade ngiziqhanyelelwe,awudlalise ungaphandle ebhlukweni,lapho ngizibuza ukuthi ngoba lomuntu ufake ukhonkolo nje,ngizoyithini lendaba,ngisho ngipholisha ithanga elishisa bhe,ngize ngiyofika ngasenyongeni,mameshana!...alibonwa iphethi isibumbu sibushelelezi nje,lapho uNeli avule kancane amathanga ukuze ngizenzele kuyena,ngasengiwuqhwebile uqhotho ngomunwe ngezwa ethi hhaaah babe...ngawehlisa ngiwucobhoza embobeni wabuya umanzi ngahlikihla ngawo ugqotho kanzima ngamuzwa edonsela umoya phezulu ethi ohhh no babe u r killing me..ngasho ngawufaka futhi ngamfenda ngawo wafenda back,ngamkhumula i-top no bra ahlala obala amabele,ngashintshisana ngawo ngiwancela,equma equmile uNeli akamile ukuphulula umthondo ebhlukweni,ngaqaqa u zip wazikhiphela wona yena ewudlalisa,nami ngi busy namabele nokumbhebha ngomunwe,siphefumulela phezulu sifunana into yala,nami sengiyabona ngingena endumisweni,waphakamisa isinqa nami ngazibonela ukuthi angimkhumule isiketi,hawu saze sakhukhumala isibumbu,waphampa nomthondo ubona ukudla kwawo,wehla kancane nge coach waze walala lomlenze onokhonkiwe wasala uqonde lona ophilayo wawuvula yahlala obala ingquza,ibhulukwe lashovwa ngezinyawo ngakhumula i-top,u soft umzimba lomuntu usulekile akunabala isibumbu sibushelelezi simanzi ngafaka ikhinqi ngambhebha ngalo wakhala ebanga umsindo omnandi onginika umfutho ngisambhebha slow ngifuna ukuthola gspot ngathi mengfenda deep ngakwa left ngezwa indawo engathi khona into edlala ngepipi lami naye wakhala ebe ephakama kakhulu ngahlala kuleyondawo nganyusa i-pace noNeli wafenda kakhulu engihlangabeza ethi ngibhebhe sthandwa sam ngyakuthanda luv yesss lapho yes luv waqina wa shaker washaya into engathi uku squitter eshisayo nami ngadedela sabambana ngqi ekhala mi inyembezi...I love you Sginci sami,what would I be without u...saqeda sasula,saphinde sabhebhana embhedeni,then savumelana ngokuthi izinto asizithathe kancane,singalujahi ucansi,kuthe kuphakathi nenyanga yesibili,wathola ukuthi u preg,wangithanda kakhulu uNeli ngimumithise ngobusuku bokuqala ngqa,sasesibhebhana njalo esekhiphe nokhonkolo sengihlala naye...uBonge wangithuka waze wayeka....ngiyaxolisa ngokwelula bathakathi ngiyazibongela