Baloyi ngiyaxolisa ukuthula isikhathi eside ukuxakeka nje futhi ngixolisele iphutha lomlingiswa wam okungempela yena unguSanele. Yaphinde futhi ingane isho kukhulu ke manje ime emnyango lapho ke thina sisequnu endlini "mama nangu ubaba" lapho asho aqoke ulondiwe nam ke ngimlandele "londiwe sifebe ndini ukephi ke manje, uzifeba nengane yam" kumemeza lomlisa osemnyango kuyezwakala ukuthi ngathi udlile nje kakhulu futhi, asho aphume uLondi avale umnyango kuzwakale ukuthi kuyaxatshwana nje manje kodwa mina ngithi angiphumi bese kuyathuleka bese kungena umfana wam ngisukume ngimenzele ukudla. Zihambe ke izinsuku mina angizwa lutho nje oluvela kulondiwe kodwa ngibone ukuthi ngizothula nje nam. Ngibuya emsebenzi ngizithele kuyena edolobheni "sawubona Sanele, awusafiki nje uzongibona, kanty abantu banjan. umuntu uvele akubhebhe bese eyakuziba akubaleke " ngelokulaja "sawubona nawe Londi kodwa angikubalekanga ukuthi nje nawe awusho ukuthi kanty ubaba kaboy uhlala khona lapha eduze" "khohlwa ulowo udakwa kabi ngoba nje asisathandani" kube kuhle ke sikhuluma nolondiwe angithembise ukuthi uzofika azongobona sizoqhubeka lapho esagcina khona. Acele indlela ahambe. Kuyiweekend nje ngizihlalele ke mina angazi noma ngizoyaphi bese ngihlale ocingeni lami ngikhulume nolondi sihleke kube mnandi ngivalelise ngithi nje ngiyalala kukhale inock emnyango lapho umfana wam ngiyamazi ukuthi uvele angene nje so lona akuyena ngoba yena ukamakhelwane lapho adlala khona, ngisukuke ngiyobheka ukuthi uban lowo, hawu! Kanty uThandazile, "sawubona Thandazile " "sawubona Sanele yaz bengithi nje angidlule ngizobona umfana wam ukuthi usekhule kanjan" "umfana wakho?" ngokumangala "yebo, phela usenguye umfana wam, ukuthi sahlukana akusho ukuthi ngamukhohlwa" ngimtshele ukuthi angekho ukamakhelwane bese ehlala phansi ngixakeke nje ukuthi akayingani khona awumbona phela uzomjabulela kakhulu ngoba wazi ukuthi nguyena mama wakhe kodwa ahlale nje phansi kubonakala ukuthi kukhona lento emhluphayo "kutheni ke manje wase ubanjena?" kubuza mina ngokudelela aqale ke axolise ngokungizwisa ubuhlungu bese eyasho ukuthi akusahambi kahle lapho ekhona indoda iyamshaya, ngizwele shme kodwa futhi ngthi ngenhliziyo uyalayeka wangishiya phela yena. Asho aze akhale ngivele ngimange ngoba ngimduduza kanty umthondo uzovele uvuke ngibone ukuthi lona ngifuna ukumbhebha manje, bese ngiyamdedela nje kancane bese ngiyamqabula avele awemukele lapho ke uvele uvuke ume umthondo, siqabulane lapho siyakhumulana khona lana embhedeni sisho sibequnu, alale abheke phezulu ngisho ngigibele phezi kwakhe ngimqabule kancane ngibe ngidlalise ingquza ngepipi lapho useyabubula nje manje useyazicelela futhi " ngibhebhe babe plz ngibhebhe" ngisho ngiwufake phakathi akhale "aaaahhhh, kade ngaligcina ipip nje mina" ngisho ngifende madoda, "ahhhh kade ngikukhumbula sanele wam" ngisho ngenhliziyo ukuthi lona ngifuna ukumbhebha impela akabazi abantu. Bese ngiyamphendula alale ngesisu, ngiqamuke ngemuva ngiwuka ke phakathi engquzeni, ngisuke lapho ngifende ngamandla ke manje ngithi ngibona lapho ukuthi cha impela manje ngikwelinye igiya nje asho achame yena nam bese ngiyamlandela ngisishaye ngigcwale igolo isidoda abone bandla akhale ngokuthi nje kade awugcina umthondo lendoda imfaka induku nje kuphela kodwa lutho umthondo kuse njalo kusho inock emnyango "uban lowo" kusho mina ngokucasuka phela bengisafuna ukumphinda nje uThandazile "yimina uLondiwe" "hawu!" kukhala mina "uLondiwe". Ngiyabonga baloyi, koze kuse makhelwane sithakathana.....